I think I’ve become a lot angrier this year, and I hate myself for it, and I’m still learning to manage it.
But I just wanna say that I think being angry is such a terrible state of being. It’s an incredible overwhelming thing that just bursts out of you and paralyses you for a moment, but to let it become you, it warrants such a steady, constant, repetitive and exhausting effort. Man, I can’t do it. And I think it’s sad when it becomes a part of a person.
My default mode (after that surge of anger) is always to forgive, and I hope I’ll continue to stay that way.